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That sentence reminds me of a kind of famous song from Bloc Party. I used to have songs for all of “my” the boys. Its seriously strange. But it’s useful to be happy or sad. Once when I was deeply in love with a boy, I listened to the song “Outta my head” by Ashlee Simpson. There is actually no sense to listen to the song, what I’m noticing right now. She is singing:
What? You looking at me for, huh?
Show me respect or I will show you the door
Get out that door
And actually he was not suppose to go away. I want him with me all the time. But the end of the story was, we made out and then we stopped, because it didn’t work out. Too bad, but life goes on.
What I want to say is, every time I have a song for a boy and it didn’t work out, I can never listen to the song again.
Here is a short list of songs, that I hardly can listen to:
Ashlee Simpson – Outta My Head
James Blunt – Carry You Home
Dashboard Confessional – Stolen
Bloc Party – So Here We Are
Shakira – She Wolf
Well, actually are that songs I listened to most time, when I was “in Love” with the boys. And not every song represents a boy :D:D that would be totally too much. But to some songs, for example the Ashlee Simpson song, I can listen to. It comes after a short time. When the “Guy” said that there is no possibility to be a couple, I could not even read the name of the song. I was listening to the song, when we were on a class trip and my best friend and I were totally in Love, with two different guys of course. I think my best friend and I have different meanings when it comes to Guys. I think it’s good, because then we don’t have any problems to fight about boys. But I’m very thankful that she was there, she helped me a lot. And actually I’m happy that all that shit with this Guy happened, because that gets us closer. We had a great time. But now, I’m in Norway and she is still in Germany. It’s a really difficult situation. I’m busy and she’s busy, but I think I can expect that we have contact at least once in a month. I mean, there is a lot stuff to do for school, but
at least month in a month right? I think so, because I seriously don’t want to lose her and we faced difficulties and really good times. REMEMBER:  New Years Eve 2007/2008 in the 9^th Grade at her Dad’s Biker club. That was amazing. It was a little bit boring in the beginning, but the later it was the more drunk the people became the more fun it was ;)

To come back to the song thingy. It would have been actually smarter to hear the song when I want to forget him. But as you may can see:

I’m strange :D